With No Regrets

I won’t let history repeats itself ever again!

Even I’ve great experience in schooldays for the last 17 years, but the one thing that my parents, teachers and friends didn’t know is; I loathe to go to school.

Confession: I do love school but I just don’t like to go to school

For me, even I’ve obtained tremendously excellent grades *Alhamdulillah* since kindergarten time until university level, however those grades means NOTHING for me.

My heart is deeply in sorrow, for 17 years, I pretend to become PERFECT child and student just to make my parents happy with me, but not even my own parents ever recognized the real me till now.

Their high anticipation to witness me accomplished outstanding evaluation makes me fully sick with depression, mental abusive and I am definitely lost my path.

I hate exam, dateline, meeting plus all the ordinary stuff that everyone puts on me without notice who I am.

I kept all and sundry problem and never told my own wretchedness to anyone.

Luckily, I found my real soul mate after 17 years of misery.

He is my first started as my cyber friend, my best friend, and my teammate plus now he’s my beloved husband!

He’s the only one who knows unfathomable top secret within me. He gave me strengths to facilitate that I am nowadays.

I’m truly grateful to God (Allah) for all the opportunity that God gave to me. I love you God. Thank you very much for blessing me.

Therefore I won’t let our child has the same path like me. No more ordinary school for them.

My husband and I want them to enjoy home school life together with us. We believe that LOVE and CARES will lead to superb child growth.

Sayonara a waste of time exam, worthless dateline, futile grades.

May God help and save my family and all kids in the whole world.

My quotes: Child is the gift from God, blessed by husband

Notice: We can’t treat child like a machine (as for me a computer also got their heart), child is more than that. They have feelings, emotion and specialties. That is the reason we can’t rank and grade them.

We should indulgence them equally and let them grow in loving environment.

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August 4, 2006 | Filed Under MamaFiza's Blog 

Comments

4 Responses to “With No Regrets”

  1. marisa on October 30th, 2006 9:03 am

    fiza, u are so unique….

    dah tgk la muka mamafiza.. cun orgnya ha… bertambah manis tgk gambar yg pakai tudung dgn baby tu….

    teringin nak tau what is your grandmom, mom n dad’s perception when u propose to get marriage at the very young age?

  2. MamaFiza on October 30th, 2006 9:31 am

    Dearest Miss marisa,

    Terima kasih banyak buat cik marisa :) Comment cik marisa, selalu buat saya tersenyum.

    Uhuhu dah tahu muka ke..isk isk tak pernah lagi org kata cun. Cik marisa org pertama. Thanks a lot! Really appreciate ‘em.

    *Miss marisa must be even better, I dare to bet!*

    Ehe saya letak gambar family di sana memandangkan saya tak tahu bila agaknya berkesempatan nak jumpa dgn cik marisa & ibu-ibu yg lain. Sebagai perkenalan..cik marisa letak pics di forum, bole?

    Ohoho perception? My grandma is OK, but my parent of course NO :)

    May you’ll have a great day Miss marisa. All the best!

  3. Bonda Michiko on November 9th, 2006 11:35 am

    Mamafiza,

    You are really a daring woman and mom! :)

    I see you uses a lot of Japanese phrases. You can speak Japanese? Where do you learn?

    I am a great fan of Japanese language. That’s a reason why I named my first child MICHIKO. :D

    Maybe we can converse in Nihongo some times and practise my little skill of Nihongo. Tend to forget over time. Hope we can share more common things in future and may lead to great friendship!

    BTW, first met my hubby in the net too! ;)

  4. MamaFiza on December 1st, 2006 9:23 am

    Dearest Miss Bonda Michiko,

    Really appreciate your comment! It’s so sweet and kind. You make my day :)

    What an awesome name for your baby girl *cheers*
    She must be cute! *kawaii*
    Me too, both of our babies got Japanese name..ehe

    I bet you’re a wonderful woman. Oh, yes..I fall in love with Japanese culture since my chilhood days, however didn’t have the opportunity to learn due to, I gain no support from my parent.

    Now, my hubby is all by my side. I have “Otosan” whom live at Tokyo, Japan. Met him on the Net in the year 2000 and till now he is the best father!

    I’m a beginner in Nihongo due to I teach my babies; Nihongo, Spanish, French, Hebrew and a little bit of Arabic language. Our family converse 100% in English. Yes, we should meet! I love to meet you too (Insya-Allah). Honestly, I still need to learn more :)

    *high-5* same met my hubby in the Net. *giggles*

    Thank you so much for this friendship :)

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